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Loads of microthoughts in one coherent microblog.
July 2025
2025/07/11
I didn't post for a few days, so I waited for some to think about my life a bit more. Getting philosophical is not something I like to do, even though I used to be philosophical in order to impress people. But anyway, recently, I've started having dreams in which the day continued as though I never fell asleep. Now here's the funny part: when I wake up, sometimes it is hard to differentiate what is real. But only for the first twenty minutes or so...
2025/07/10
I promised not to play videogames anymore. Yet here I am again. I had to delete the WoW account and now I am about to finish the original Demon's Souls on PS3. In the meantime I had to occupy myself in some other way. As always, I did play the bass or watched some movies. I know it might seem boring to write all about the same things, but I suppose this proofs that life is indeed a cycle. But I am, frankly speaking, happy, that I am somewhat consistent with playing bass. I used to pick up whatever interested me only to quit after any failure.
I should be careful what I write here as I don't want to be the one who keeps breaking their promises. And so I am going to stop talking and then-maybe-doing and start doing first and then do the talking.
P.S. Now that I work in a shopping mall, I have become an impulse buying shopaholic. And it's driving me and my wallet insane.
2025/07/09
As I finished my shift at 9, I pet a cat sitting on the pillar, even though somewhat reluctant. I drove home while there was still daylight outside. That's why I like spring and summer the most. Even though I did not have time to play bass, I was ecstatic. The moment when you drive home from work has got to be the best ones in my life.
And even though sometimes I wish I were unemployed once again to have all the free time in the world to touch the strings of the bass and feel their tension as it presses against the neck, I think I'll prefer having some form of income anytime. And even though I sometimes feel as though nobody understands me and I have no one to have by my side, I think Charles Bukowski once said something along the lines of "If you come home and there's no one to ask you how's your day been, no one to keep you company, isn't it freedom?"
2025/07/02
Life need not be eventful everyday and that's okay. After all, perfection is the greatest illusion. But after some inactivity, I believe a few things have happened that are worth updating.
Firstly, I am feeling more confident in both my actions and the way I talk. It's as though I am no longer feeling the need to blindly agree with everyone but have my own opinion. Sometimes it can feel as though I have my own opinion for the sake of having my own opinion. I am aware of that.
Apart from that, a friend I haven't seen for a very long time asked me if I would like to jam with him sometime after seeing my bass covers. So now I am practicing even more vigorously than before. I set up a playlist of about 20 songs I would like to learn.
People like to give themselves as many labels as possible in order to feel important. So I guess I am a son, an older brother, a bass player, music enthusiast, an avid cook and an avid reader. I do like watching movies and despite being there for the large part of my life, I don't enjoy videogames that much anymore. I do like women and I do have some acquintances that I am attracted to. And that's okay. Because I am Kenough.